Friday, October 10, 2008

Unreasonable fear, I know!

You are right. It's not fair. I was not fair. It's hard to realize that feeling of being sola is a constant one that everyone in life feels in the pit of their stomachs. In the end, we hope that we find people who will impact our lives, hope to find people with passion, people who hate like you hate, people who fuck like you fuck, people who laugh like you laugh. But living is ultimately an individual process. Fuck,
that's obvious. But it's not to me. Crutches galore, you said to me! And I know it and it's time to let go of it. Be fair to those around you.

Life is singular. And pleasant, and the feeling in the pit of my stomach is there forever but it doesn't mean its intent is to stop you from living.

Single, single, single, we live all in the same world together.

I'm not going anywhere till my head is straight on my body, where it's supposed to sit. You are you there and here and minutes from now and years later. Understanding is overrated but taking yourself seriously CANNOT be!

A process, no doubt, but love! You and I will find our ways and learn to take ourselves seriously in one way or another. Separate forever, well fuck that! It doesn't mean a thing and I'm sorry I made you think it does. We're different but we love and love and love.

So go do something serious, mkay?
:)

t'accordas cuando nos fuimos al cielo solo para hablar un ratito? Fuimos juntos, charlando con dios y todo que habia en la calle. Yo, yo me acuerdo bien.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

i love and love and love you forever. someday sooner then we think we will be together happy and living by the advice of dr. lou... i can seee it. l