I feel like vomiting...I have all day. This nervous feeling in my stomach and everything I look at makes me want to throw up.

I keep falling in love and doing the wrong things, I keep rushing things because the world is terrifying and I keep messing things up because of it.

Now I'm stuck making things work because a big part of me wants to but the other part keeps telling me to be alone so I can only make wrong decisions that effect me,

and so I can't blame anyone else.