I just needed to be looked at today.
I realized that when I'm around you,
I feel looked through.
You lied,
again
and walked right past me.
Tall heels and no ass to grab,
I shield my face with a head of curls.
You took my body over and over again
and I want to go so far as to say
you raped me.
I've been a nothing person for four days
watching people look through me,
until today when I stood in front of
a crowd.
I tried not to smile, but it felt so good
to have those eyes on me
seeing me
with out you being there.