feeling like i'm missing something i cant place into black lines, and frozen liquids. skirting around being here, around you too, when i feel the weight of your stance but cant feel anything,
and i've never experienced feeling nothing and everything for you at the same time.
Feeling strange,
feeling old,
feeling identity.
I'm not sure if it's necessary to say that I used to be in love,
with someone who loved me back. but now i cant imagine what that would be like again or how that all even starts. the funny thing is i think i get how it ends. because it does and then you're left with yourself, and no fucking net!
and it's good but then what do you do?