It's so funny when you realize that the first time you came and the first time you left home are shaking hands. I've married elation with the flee of new beginnings and they get me off. I'm not sure which starts I've finished or which endings I've avoided all together, which people I've pissed off, who I've learned from. 2 years of playing adult has made me feel the part and I'm nervous about losing my sanity once I'm back to being coddled. Nervous to lose what I've worked so hard for. But I know I'll bring it all to the table, every lesson learned and I'm sure I'll have to re-learn a few of them too.