Ah! So I got in. And the best part is I am going :) I feel like a dick though to be honest. I feel like a real penis for going to a 35000 dollar school when the economy is in the shitter and people are getting fired from their jobs on the regular. So to sum it up, I feel like dick but I'm still going to go. It's unreal that I'll be living somewhere besides Bmore and that I won't have all the same experiences that I've grown so used to here. Like, the bus. The bus here is an adventure where everyone knows one another and someone is always high as fuck singing some innapropriate song out loud or flitting their eyes to try and keep them open. I think in Boulder, people will be white and wear snow boots and flannel. I'm upset about that and mostly I'm scared it will effect my writing. The thing I hope to do is find a different kind of inspiration and it's not as if I will not come back to Baltimore or will forget where home is. So I'll go there and live in a pretend world 9 months out of the year (9 months right?) and then for the rest I can come back to reality, where people are cracked out and throw their dirty condoms on the street.

I got in. And, I'm going.